Thursday, February 24, 2011
looking at yerong's update in fb, i started reflecting.
yesterday, i just joined the marist family.
around 15 hours back, i just joined NP.
14 hours back, i got my uniform.
12 hours back, i got Lcp
11 hours back, i got Cpl
10 hours back, i took over the unit
9 hours back, i got Sgt
8 hours back, i got SSgt.
everything feels like it happened within a day. unknowingly, i have been in NPCC for 3 1/2 years.
unknowingly, i have contributed to 3 golds for the unit.
next thing that will happen is, im passing out.
and then, o levels.
afterwards, results.
then, my new school.
thats the pace. sigh. the speed is that fast, that you dont realise it.
how?
Saturday, February 12, 2011
really, am i such a bad guy?
i mean, am i such an asshole that no one wants to speak to me.
i just want to be friends. nothing else.
i mean, am i such an asshole that no one wants to speak to me.
i just want to be friends. nothing else.
and you people rather talk to some st gabs piece of shit pussy.
some asshole which is afraid of heights.
seriously, fuck off.
if you got balls, come find me, st gabs.
am i such a bad guy?
really. fuck
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
call me a pessimist or what.
life just sucks.
seriously, after 15 over years of life, i find no meaning of it.
its as if nothing gets me all hyped up. everything is just the same. same old routines.
im getting sick of it.
its like there isnt anything for me to look forward to. not even chinese new year.
people get all excited for chinese new year. getting red packets, buying new clothes.
but me?
aye, its still the same old stuff. not interested.
i need something or someone to get me hyped up. please? thanks.
and im eager for CI course.
im not even passed out and im thinking of CI course.
yay, CIBTC