Monday, January 24, 2011
im feeling kind of, would i say 'depressed' lately,
or rather just kind of low.
things cant seem to get my way. like for example: tests, plans, always seems to get destroyed.
i mean, its kind of ironic isnt it? like for the very few times i decide to have a plan to do something, in the end its, it cant work out.
this just feels stupid.
following this, i seriously want to go mayflower investiture, and i seriously want to go for the CSI experience. but they both clash. =/
i just want to go back and take a look at friends whom i met last year, and see if they still can remember me. hah.
and of course, something.
i cant wait to put on the blazer the second time.
and yuliang, please give me a blazer thanks.
studying dont seem to be productive these few days. maybe because CNY is coming and im busy shopping for stuff. got a few white products. somehow its white idk why either.
CNY is coming, and im not the least excited for it anyway. all i want is mayflower's investiture. seriously.
celebrating CNY for the 16th year. it gets more and more boring after every year. i mean, every year its just talking, eating, watching, collecting, gambling, sleeping. thats all. it gets boring and numb after a few years. i dont know how the adults manage to celebrate CNY for almost 50 years and not get bored of it, but all i have is just 16 years and im already sick of it.
seriously im not looking forward to it. boring.
what i think is, christmas is much more interesting. at least theres gift exchange. better than red colour everywhere, which makes me dizzy. i'd rather christmas.
back to december has been mastered totally by ear. ah ha. i just have to be familiar with the tune thats all. simple.
sigh, i'd go back to december
